when it comes to my sexuality
people still think i’m confused
bi-curious at best
and while most women do experiment with other women
me? i’m experimenting with men
and like a faulty science fair project:
the results are still … inconclusive
i never had to “discover” i like women
that was the prerequisite
the baseline
the control group
men on the other hand?
too many variables involved to give a “straight” answer
and that doesn’t mean i’m confused or bi-curious
i know exactly what i want—
the better question is:
who got it?
my sexuality is like a buffet—
i’ve got options,
but not everyone gets a plate
my desire is less of a spectrum
and more of a group project:
everybody’s involved,
nobody’s doing it right,
and i’m still leading the charge
loving women is natural
every touch feels nostalgic
every moan sounds hypnotic
and i do enjoy home field advantage
with trans lovers, it’s fellowship
we’re unlearning God together,
trading blueprints for new bodies,
and engaging in the creative conception
even when i sleep with men,
it’s queer sex
i’m a domme femme with a strict syllabus:
we’re reading body language as source material
we’re using our roses and our resources
and i believe in gender equality here
so be ready to…. bend over
because everything i do is gay
including you for the night
however,
my sexuality is less about gender and more about gravity
it’s about the weight of your words
the power of your pull
the magnetism of our attraction
so, call me queer, call me gay
call me anything but straight—
because when i walk bi
suddenly everybody’s curious